Heart of Solid GoldAnd again, that blood curdling howl. It divided the air life a knife. So loud it shook the droplets from the roof of the shallow cave. He staggered, gasping and wide eyed, lungs so tight they burned. The sensations like swallowing one thousand bees. A dry mouth, bleeding palms and tear stained face. Sobs of fear escaped his blue lips. It was so close, that bitter noise, a wailing and desperate cry of a wild creature. A snarl churlishly interrupted the forest, reversing all that was tranquil.Heart of Solid Gold by ~Alikra
Thoughts crossed his mind, Maybe he should have known it wouldn’t end well. Maybe when the dull dusk light filtered overhead the wispy pine trees, and the light faded from damp, decaying ground and mossy stones he should have known he was gone too long. Maybe he should have questioned his own stubborn behavior and pure arrogance to venture this far. Water lapped below his ankles steadily, consuming his white sneakers and sinking its cold teeth into the skin beneath. Where ever he moved,
Okay, So I think this whole 'I hayte men, I hate anyone really...." www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ob5KzB… by this song 'All men are Pigs' By the studio killers, I really love all the Studio Killers songs. Go check them out
I turned around at a point in my life where all I craved was a futile existence in Romance and a need to reach out to other, I desperately want to fall in love or have a relationship because I was sick of getting called "Ugly" "Crazy" Last resort" "Tomboy" "Fat", I had a point where things got tense between people because I didn't really realize the impact it would have on them as well, and from then on , I turned 16 and suddenly became... Well to put it straight, Hot to be the least. I get all kinds of crazy messages from guys all the time trying to chat me, ask me for photos, or try and hit me up at party and 'Get lucky'. I am an outgoing type but quiet in front of others. But this in turn has taken a turn I would never have expected, I am now ANGRY and HATING men, I refuse to be in a relationship, refuse to let anyone kiss me, refuse to be owned or claimed by anyone. I know everyone has their dark side, and honestly if you are that desperate and needy to cling to a relationship at a young age, you clearly had a shit childhood. The other thing that is not helping my case is the fact I can't stop BRAGGING about the boys I win over, once they admit they are interested in me I shut them down. Its so bad... But, its all a result of stuff that has gone on. I am sick of girls being hurt by dumb guys, I am sick of dumb girls being sucked into silly boys plots. Not just girl boy either... but both
The song above sums this all up perfectly,
Anyway the theme of my art shows that, I can see a fat happy Alikra, in love with someone she didn't know to begin with, slowly seemed happier, and then very slowly she seems to piece thing together, seems a little less... more and more, and then suddenly the changed are really obvious.. The skinny body, the long dark looks, no one else with her. She's happy mostly, means my art is good, twisted, but good.... I think to logically these days, messing me up good.
Anyway like I said, a rant, you are one of the few that bothered read this, can tell you still watch me,